Showing posts with label life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label life. Show all posts

Sunday, 17 May 2015

Working 9-5

This is going to be quite a quick post/ thought dump.

Well, I started my first full time job. I'm happy, because I can save money for University (and also pretty clothes), and my coworkers are very friendly. But it does mean that my time has become more restricted. I'm not complaining - with the right organisation I should still be able to do the things I want to do, but I haven't got the hang of it yet.

And what with my modelling at weekends, I'm a busy girl indeed. Therefore, my Japanese ability has slipped. It's never been that great, but I'd like to think that it's at least somewhat fairly conversational. And now I feel bad because I can't communicate well. I met some lovely people through the language and the thought of letting them down...

As one of my dear friends (whom I sorely miss) said, maybe one day we'll get the hang of this work/life balance.


Friday, 2 January 2015

Life Update ~ News

Hello readers (・ω・)ノ

How are you? I hope you had an enjoyable Christmas and New Year. 

I thought I would just make a post about what is happening with my life recently. I don't post here nearly as much as I should. >.< 

This year, in September, I'm going to university! I'm so happy. ^_−☆I will be studying Japanese. When I started applying, way back in September, I was somewhat doubtful about getting in, so I mostly kept things quiet.

In the meantime, though, I am soon starting a new job and between working I will still be sewing, writing and doing things that make me happy.

See you! (*^^*)

Monday, 1 December 2014

Hello Kitty is 40 times cuter than you. Alternatively named: Why is cuteness only for little girls?


Hello Kitty is undisputedly popular. Her image is everywhere - on purses, bags, make-up, t-shirts, jewellery, plates, cushions; in the form of figurines, small plushies, big plushies...

The list goes on.

Kitty's co-stars however, the equally cute My Melody, Cinnamoroll and Little Twin Stars, to name a few, are seemingly absent in the U.K.

Yet Hello Kitty remains.

Kitty was most probably the first taste of 'kawaii' that I had growing up. It is not too much to say that her infectious sweetness imprinted upon me a fondness for everything cute. Which is maybe why, when I first saw Lolita fashion, I was instantly attracted.

Even though I have moved away from the sugary pinkness of super-sweet, preferring the princessly elegance of more classical leanings, Hello Kitty still has a place in my heart.

Which is why I decided to 'kawaii-up' this Sunday, to go to a Hello Kitty birthday event this weekend, marking 40 years of Miss Kitty White, the cutest cat-like little girl from London. 

Mandatory selfies included.






The event, a very small function at a local town, was rather erroneously advertised as a Hello Kitty birthday party, for the first half-hour saw no Kitty, but a children's entertainer. He was very good at his job, but I wanted to see Kitty!

Eventually I lined up behind 30 other small children to have my picture taken with 'Kitty' (a lady in a costume, but, shh! the children!). 

Cute, right?



It is apparent that while Hello Kitty has been welcomed with open arms, the kawaii-ness that comes with her is still very much a concept largely reserved for children. A pigtailed 9 year old with a penchant for Miss White? Sure. Someone 10 years older? (Although, someone thought I was 12 years old the other day.) Perish the thought.

Oh well. 


Monday, 29 September 2014

Fairy wishes.

When life gets too much, I take time alone in the forest. 


It is a tranquil solace away from the harsh realities of life. There, I am in a dream.

I am scared. I want to know if it will all be worth it in the end. Floating endlessly to a place I know not.


Perhaps my fairy dust can help me.

Make a wish, that everything will be all right and all manner of things will be well and good. Do I dare to hope?


What would you wish for?

Sunday, 28 September 2014

Just a little note.

Following from a rather scary recent personal experience, I thought I'd share this post I saw recently on tumblr.

 Image credits go to princessblogonoke on tumblr. 


I feel it's important that we know how to better look after one another. (*^^*) Of course, we all make mistakes and sometimes it's hard to remember the right thing to do in the heat of the moment, but if you know even just a little, perhaps you can make someone feel just a little better. ☆彡


Thank you very much. X

Sunday, 31 August 2014

Birthday 2014


It's finally time for a new post! I don't post often enough do I? Well, I never know what to write! XD
 
I had a quiet birthday this year; just went out to the shops with my mother and brother.

One of the presents I received was this gorgeous dress: Baby the Stars Shine Bright's 'Versailles Rose Bouquet' Jumperskirt in Red! (≧∇≦)


We visited a tea room located on a barge. It was very sweet! I tried a special blend of tea called 'Snow White'. To be honest, I can't quite remember what the tea tasted like, but it must have been good, right? XD


I also received Misako Aoki's Lolita Fashion Book! <3

Sunday, 6 July 2014

Paris - KAMIJO LIVE 2014

4th July 2014 was KAMIJO THRONE - Zeroth live in Paris. I went there with my Mummy, staying two nights in Paris - this is a report of my time there. Some of this was written at the sleep-deprived early hours of the morning, and other parts were written after only having 7 hours sleep in 48 hours. So sorry if it comes across as disjointed - I've tried my best to fix mistakes.

NIGHT BEFORE THE LIVE


Perhaps it is the nature of the place; something in the air in the City of Love, but the first night in Paris brought about my inferiority complex with a monstrous force. 
 I can not sleep. It is hot. There are cars going by outside, their noise a disturbance. And, what I find the most irritable; the television is showing its red standby light (fixed into the wall impossible to turn off - I tried), that one small light piercing the tranquil darkness. And for virgo like me, who needs things just so, this a problem.
My mind, my brilliant, finite mind, is alive and buzzing as always. It is my greatest weapon and my folly. 
It is not that I don't feel good about my body, I like the way I look. But I could be the most beautiful primrose at all but never be a rose.
I pause, pick up the white rose I held today, lying at the side of the bed and hold it in my fingers. It is pure and beautiful, wholly untouched. I wish my heart to be of the selfsame qualities as well, golden and bright, but I know thorns have already pierced it. This rose will never wilt and die; it is artificial and perhaps the more enchanting  for its plastic lies.
But all things most come to and end, even though I feel my story has not yet started and I'm waiting for the first page.
 Some stories pause mid-chapter, the pen has run dry and the writer needs a break. We will wait, as we must. Have faith, for gardens will bloom in their own time. 
Sleep well sweetie, I'll see you in the morning.
And dearest flower, I'll see you as soon as I can.

DAY OF THE LIVE - BTSSB PARIS

The next day is the day of the live.
I don't start getting ready until the afternoon, so Mummy and I needed something to do in the morning. We had originally planned to just look around nearby, but then I thought:
'Isn't Baby (the Stars Shine Bright) near here?' I checked the map. It was only about 2 miles away. So we walked to Baby the Stars Shine Bright. Yey!!! I got to go to the Baby store!
When we arrived, I was in awe. So much beautiful clothing. <3 I had a sense of inadequacy. My mother kindly bought me this headdress. I was so pleased!


Then, we found lunch at a Japanese restaurant. After some sushi (yummy) sashimi (tolerable) and some weird pink thing (absolutely awful, never again), it was time to get ready back at the hotel!

BEFORE THE LIVE

It took me about 1- 1 1/2 hours to get ready? I wanted to do my hair in a hime style and make sure to accessorise my outfit well. Roses everywhere! 


We got a taxi to the venue. It took some time because it was during the rush hour and the roads were busy, so busy. >.< But the driver was very friendly and he was singing along to the French national anthem from the football on the radio! (Haha)
But finally, finally we arrived at the venue. In the queue, I found it hard to talk much to anyone, because I'm quite shy (also my French is very poor.) Everyone seemed very friendly though.
A lady from Kamijo France was taking Polaroids of the fans and asking them to write messages for Kamijo in a book. I can't compose well on the spot. I'm afraid my message was poor. (´・_・`)
At the same time, another lady (in a gorgeous Kamijo cosplay) gave us some rose petals to throw during La Vie en Rose. What a lovely idea. It was done to great effect. There was also a French flag for us to sign for Kamijo.
 Also while we were waiting there was a photographer who took pictures or the fans. I don't think I made a very good picture. (・・;)

Waiting, waiting...
VIP ticket holders went in.
Waiting, waiting some more...
Finally, we were allowed in!

KAMIJO LIVE

When we went into the venue, I was worried about being too far back, but actually I was about the 5th or 6th row. So close!
When it neared the starting time, the audience started chanting 'Vive le Roi!'
The curtain parted and Meku, Ikuo and Shinya appeared and got the audience to chant 'Vive le Roi!' with them in rhythm. Then Kamijo appeared! 
*\(^o^)/*
He sang all of his solo works, including new songs Yamiyo no Lion and Bastille (an upbeat, energetic song), also some lyrics from God Palace and a Lareine song.
The audience held their red roses up and waved them around in time to the music. Actually, I had brought two roses; one red and one white. Those roses together symbolise unity right? I wanted to show the union between Kamijo and his fans...or something. I know, it sounds a silly idea now! >.< I held up my roses together mostly, but sometimes I would hold up just white or just red according to the theme of the song. I wonder if Kamijo noticed... (haha.)
The audience was very warm and friendly. And really considerate I felt; there was no screaming over the songs. I'm glad.

As for the man himself...
Kamijo is...Kamijo. XD 
I am unable to find the words to describe him, for none would be right. To see him in real life is something of a dream (?)
A lovely, lovely gentleman.
He looked so happy, there on stage. He shines so bright. 
I really enjoyed the live. I sincerely hope Prince Kamijo also enjoyed it, for his happiness is important. ^^
I feel like this should inspire me to reach for things that would give me happiness. But...
I feel that is not for me.
As long as dear roses are happy then it is okay.
Ahh! I'm feeling like I'm imparting a great secret of myself by writing these things. I'll speak no more on the matter.

Well, it's all over now. I want to see Kamijo again. And maybe even meet him in person..(?)
Also I really want to see Jupiter next time they come to Europe, because I missed out this year. Hime...

Thank you for reading. This is the longest post I have done - sorry for any mistakes or rambling. (u_u)

☆彡